Florida woman speaks out after fatal hospital shooting tied to suicide pact
A Florida woman who fatally shot her terminally ill husband inside a hospital room has publicly addressed the incident, stating she accepts responsibility for her actions and does not regret what happened.

Ellen Gilland, 79, killed her husband, Jerry Gilland, 77, in 2023 while he was receiving treatment at Advent Health Hospital in Daytona. Speaking to Fox News, she said, “I’m accepting the consequences. I don’t want people feeling sorry for me, I did what I did.”
The case has drawn attention for its deeply personal circumstances, involving a planned agreement between the couple as Jerry’s health declined.
According to reports, Jerry had been dealing with worsening medical conditions, including dementia, and had discussed end-of-life decisions with his wife weeks before the incident. He asked Ellen to act if his condition deteriorated to a point where he could no longer continue.
KBTX reported that Jerry expressed a clear wish to die if his health continued to worsen, saying he would not be able to carry out the act himself due to physical weakness.
During court proceedings, Ellen described the final moments in detail. “I held the gun behind his ear… I pulled it away and asked him if he was sure,” she said. She told the court that Jerry responded by placing his hand on her arm and guiding the weapon back toward his head. “There was a loud bang and he was gone,” she added.
Aftermath inside the hospital room
Following the shooting, Ellen told authorities she became overwhelmed and could not carry out the second part of the plan to take her own life. Instead, she barricaded herself inside the hospital room.
When staff responded to the gunshot, the situation escalated. She pointed the firearm at hospital employees, prompting a lockdown and a police response. Officers later used a flashbang device before entering the room, during which Ellen fired a shot into the ceiling. She was then taken into custody.
Initially charged with first-degree premeditated murder, the case later shifted. The murder charge was dropped, and she instead faced counts including assisting self-murder or manslaughter, along with firearm-related assault charges involving both hospital staff and law enforcement.

Ellen entered a no contest plea in December 2024. She was sentenced to 366 days in jail followed by 12 years of probation and was released early after serving most of her sentence.
In reflecting on the events, she described the increasing difficulty of caring for her husband as his condition worsened, including issues related to vision and depression.
“We’d known each other since middle school,” she said, emphasizing the length of their relationship. She described Jerry as “supportive” and “generous,” and noted that she had never previously been in legal trouble before the incident.
Despite the legal consequences, Ellen maintains that she stands by her actions, framing them within the context of her husband’s wishes and their shared decision.
